I La-la-like My Beats Fast and My Bass Down Low

Jeans: Forever21; top: Worthington for JCPenney; belt: Marshall's; ring: Calico; nails: Sally Hansen "Lively Lilac."

I have an issue with looking directly into the camera lens. I'm trying to be artistic, damn it! Anyway, I decided to tease my unwashed hair today. You probably can't tell because I'm so frightened of change! I also tried to do a bit of a winged eyeliner with my cream liner, but again, you probably can't tell. I'm so scared to try anything new. I'm just trying to pass the time...

Passing the time doing pointless things is bloody awful.

I've spent time doing makeup, removing it, and doing it again.

I've spent time trying to rap as quickly as Nicki Minaj.

I've spent time drinking coffee and staring at my phone, hoping that if I look at it long enough, it will ring.

I am awaiting the phone call that is basically going to decide what I will be doing from now until May... Will I be in school? Will I not be in school? They're waiting til the last minute to tell me, as the semester starts tomorrow and if I'm going to be moving in, it will be tonight. Talk about stress! I was used to the idea of being back in school; learning again, living in a dorm with all my friends, having a set schedule. Then when I learned that I may not be going back because of a lack of open housing, I got used to the idea of staying here, at home, picking up a second job and applying again next fall. Now, I don't even know what I want the outcome of the phone call to be. Cross your fingers that I end up liking whichever outcome!

PS I need this ring in my life so badly!

EDIT: THE LADY JUST CALLED ME. I'M MOVING IN EITHER TONIGHT OR TOMORROW. I'M SHAKING AND CRYING AND SO EXCITED TO BE BACK AT SCHOOL SOON!